update

Well, I'm finally getting used to the idea that I will only see James in my memories. It's time to move on.

I have been approached on  line by a very nice man. He's 56 and divorced for a long while.  I enjoy our chats and we have made plans to meet. Just do not know when. He lives about one and one half hours from me so if and when we meet, it will be in public in a town between our locations.

Talking to him has made feel like a woman again. I have been so lost for so long I needed a friend like him to come my way. There is nothing off limits when we talk and it seems as if I already know him.  I know to be careful when meeting people over the net, but it will be very public when we do.

I'll never forget James, I know that, but maybe moving on will keep it from hurting so much.

Other than that, things are about the same.